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                       "After all Life isn't that easy to live"  ~ ~ ~ Unknown Friend.

    

                  Hello...

I always dreamt of having the perfect life . With a good job,loving parents,best friends who are really proud of me for who really i am.When i woke up every day i always hope that by the end of day ,i would get good job or pure love from parents for being me or a phone call from closest friends.And the reality is by the end of the day i wont get any of them.Sometimes when i start eating lunch or dinner . I literally cry inside my heart .This is not about the taste of food .My mom is really a good cook.I love whatever she cooks . But i cry because i didn't earn the food i am eating I may be weird  or stupid .But i always thinks like this. The pain would be like  "the sharp pain in the throat which cant be swallowed or spit it out !Today i got a call from my best friend.I thought he is the only person who loved me .Because when i am invisible. He loved me.

And what did i do???

I treated him  like shit for nearly 8 months.I know its wrong ,After all we are all human beings .We do mistakes .But he never stopped me loving .But the saddest thing is i am in deepest fear of losing him! I would love to be with him whatever it takes !

I like to do some promises for myself

Promises:

~I would do blogging and writing frequently (I'll try :-))



~I would love my parents and friends even though they are harsh on me.(Little bit difficult.but will try :-|)



~I would go to morning start novel writing! (hmmm this is real challenge . I mean its really difficult!!!)



 May god's love be with you always !!!

Signing off

Siri :-) Waiting for my dream prince!